I found a shop in town today that sells wedding and bridesmaids dresses. Now, I don't need a wedding dress (as I'm getting one custom made by a friend of my mum's), but I do need four bridesmaid's dresses.

So in September-November, I'm going to need to get four bridesmaids together to choose dresses, and get them fitted and so on. And they're going to cost from just under £200 each. Of course, I might look for dress fitters in Kent, as three of the bridesmaids live there. And it might be cheaper. We'll have to see I guess.

But yeah, I was looking at wedding invitations on ebay, and they're not that expensive really, not for really nice ones, and it's not that big a chunk as I was imagining.

The furthur things get, the more excited I get. I know there's lots to think about, but it's still exciting. And it's good that there are bits I don't need to worry about, like the cake, my dress, the wedding flowers.

And I was looking at tiaras on ebay, and gorgeous veils, and god, I'm just so excited about it all... Mmmmm. I just want Jonathan to see me walking up the aisle and go WOW. And that dress, plus a gorgeous hairstyle, plus a beautiful tiara and veil... should do exactly that.