I am so in love with him. So much it nearly makes me cry. I'm so happy with him. My heart yearns for him. He only went Monday morning, and yet I'm totally missing him. I want to be with him every day until I die. I so wish......... I just want to. I love him with every ounce of my body.

I wish he was mine. I wish I had the ring on my finger. I want him so much. I know he's mine, but at the same time, he's not. I wish I made sense.

I don't ever see my for him love fading. It's grown and grown since I've known him. I knew a long while back that he would make me very happy. I feel like the luckiest girl alive. To love him, and to have him love me back.