Incompetant bitch

Every day that goes by recently... the more I want to move jobs. And what would I say when asked "Why?" Who knows. Certainly not that everyone hates me, that I feel like everyone thinks I'm lazy even though I work my hardest, because I forget the odd thing. When I hear the words: "She wants a word with you." I know it means I'm going to get a telling off... but for what I'm never sure. Until I get there.

Every day I get home and think I want to hand in my notice.

I asked her something, and she goes "I thought you were going to do xyz." And I said, "Yes, I know, but I wanted to check I'm doing the right thing.", because, knowing the way things have been going, I would have started doing xyz and she would have come up and said, "Do you think you could go and do that?" And then the way I did xyz was wrong and she had someone saying to me "She wants a word with you."

Am I that incompetant? I feel like it, the way these past weeks have been going. And the worst thing is, that it's at this time when I feel like I'm at my most competant, that I feel like I'm viewed as grossly incompetant.

I want to quit.

written on 09 February 2004 at 5:59 p.m.

7 MAY 2005 14:00 UTC+0000 since the wedding!