Arghhh! Some online people really do my nut in. The likelihood that it's you though is not very high. Unless you're male. And not old enough to drink legally in any country. That really boosts the likelihood that it's you. ;-)

Anyway... the wedding is now two weeks away, come 2pm tomorrow. I'm nervous, excited, just generally arrghhhhhhh!!!! :-)

An ex-colleague came in with her newborn the other day. I say ex-colleague, although she's not really, technically, because she's still on her maternity leave, although come November/December, she'll probably hand in her notice (either that, or I will - we didn't get on very well). One of my colleagues, after having a cuddle with the little one, said to me on our way to lunch "That'll be you soon!" To which I replied, maybe maybe not, depending on if we can get a bigger place. I'm still paranoid that I'm not fertile or something stupid like that... based solely on the fact that I've not actually got pregnant yet, so I don't know if I'm able to or not. I know I should not be worrying about that yet, seeing as I'm not even thinking about getting pregnant yet.

I must say, if there ever is an advert for motherhood, it has to be Alice. I LOVE reading her diary, reading about how gorgeous Arthur is, and while J tries to put me off babies (temporarily at least) by saying that they cry and poo (well, duh!), that is such an insignificant thing compared to the joy and amazingness that bringing a new life to the world, and giving everything you can to this young person... to be honest... I really want to have a child. And nothing will put me off forever...

Anyway... I'm really looking forward to the future, whatever it may bring.

I have recently found a few "friends" in my hair - tried to encourage them to move along using some alcohol, which evidently didn't work, as I found another "friend" the next day. So I bought some "friend" repelling devices at Superdrug, so hopefully, this time tomorrow I'll be "friend" free. Unfortunately, these "friends" are occasionally the "perks" of my job. :(

Due to these persistent "friends", I feel very skanky and gross, and therefore haven't told anyone I work with that I've got them, because unfortunately I do care about what they think, and I think they'd think I'm skanky too. However, I have told J, and he is very adament that I'm not skanky and he's been giving me lots of cuddles and kisses and even head scratches!! to prove it. Which is lovely. I love him for not thinking I'm skanky even though I feel it. Talking of which, I think the "friends" don't really like him. His scalp is quite flaky and gets greasy quickly, and also his hair is very short, so it's probably too cold for them. How glad I am that my "friends" are so loyal.

Ho hum. Positive thoughts.... in 14 days I'm going to be Mrs Hunt! Arghhhhh!!!!