*sigh* I don't know what to do. I feel worthless, stupid, hated and like I can do NOTHING right. Well, I'm talking about work. Talked to ET, she wanted to talk to me about assessments, and then afterwards, she said "Are you alright otherwise, I mean, you look really down lately." And me, being me said "No, I'm fine, it's probably just the weather." I should have said something then. It's nice to actually have someone at work care about me. No one else seems to, I'm just a worthless body to them. A worthless, useless, unqualified body who can just about be trusted not to let any child out of the door when the parents are collecting/dropping children. And who can do the teas. But that's about it. I have been trying really hard! It's not like I've been lazy or anything.

I was walking home, reflecting on my day as I do, and I was in tears most of the journey home.

A stupid thing like missing a meeting made everyone look and talk to me as though I was a criminal. And it wasn't like I was sitting on my arse in the office doing nothing, I was working with a child and I was made to feel like Shit. And I've felt Shit all day. I've had everyone on my back and I feel like Shit. Maybe I should quit and recommend they give my job to someone more competant.